lame.
Monday, Apr. 07, 2008 - 3:07 am

goddamn this new site layout is weird. i sort of miss old diaryland.

was i seriously 108/9 when i was last here...? so much has changed.
i dropped to 91/2lbs and was shoved off to sheppard pratt (aka mental home - why they call EDs mental problems is beyond me but whatever)

anyway ... i'm back down to 107 again and I hope to hit 105 soon.. and try to idle there. god everything is just so weird. I can't believe its been so long since i saw this place. almost over half a year. lame and yet my life hasn't gone anywhere good.

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Previously...
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lame. - Monday, Apr. 07, 2008

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goals are reachable just.. work it. - Thursday, Nov. 29, 2007

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taking back. except not. - Monday, Aug. 13, 2007

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- - Saturday, Jul. 28, 2007

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