someone left a comment in my comment box. Yay. Okay well, my depression has taken over my happy self once again. Geez, it's like I'm losing a battle over here. My freinds are always talking about how I'm going to get married to my freind Bryan, right now, I could'nt give a fucking damn. I couldn't care less if I was alone. Alright, maybe I do want to get married someday. Who doesn't? But right now, it feels as thought time has stopped for me. It feels as though everything like love and time is moving for everyone but me... is this my fate? No... I really don't belive in fate. But I guess you could say that I'm a beliver in destiny. I love all of that stuff. Like the destiny of people thorugh the stars.. it all sounds so mysterious. I guess I get all of this stuff from suikoden. It's got alot of that destiny (stars of destiny) and it's main thing that everyone knows by heart how plays the game:

"Please tell me the ansewer, is fate unchangable? Even at his most powerless, man's existience is never without meaning"

I love that. It sounds so... so... I don't know. It's just something about that. I'm not getting any mail which makes me really sad :( But what the hell do I care? I don't really give a damn. I better go before all that is left is just rows and rows of cuse's....